I'm a 14 year old girl and I have had two nightmares lately that have really freaked me out. They both involved a death of someone I know. I'll describe the first one first..

I don't remember the beginning, but for some reason I HAD to die and i understood that. And instead of choosing to just be shot in the head and be done with it, I chose to be beaten to death!? But it didn't work so I just said ok just shoot me. And they did and I felt it, but it felt like my whole body had fallen asleep or gone numb. But then i started feeling pins and needles in my fingers and I was wondering why I hadn't fallen down yet. Well apparently it was a sign from God and they sent me home. Then at home my mom wanted to go to the store so we went, but when we were walking by my old school a war started there! So my mom and I ran somewhere we though was safe, but it turned out to be inside the school. There we met up with my friend, but she was acting weird. She said she would lead us to safety. So we were going through all these alleys, but when we turned a corner, my friend got shot and she died. So i ran in a door and I found her best friend and I told her about it and she didn't really care. She was painting a banner  that said something about a revolution. And then I woke up.

I know that was a rather long explanation, but none of it really makes sense to me.

Now for the second dream.

I was at my house and these terrorists were coming, but it was broad daylight. And they weren't the type of terrorists you usually think of. They had these weird masks on and they kind of looked like carnival freaks. But they were coming around collecting money. Only they weren't pushy, they would only take the money you had on you. We were on our front porch when they came and asked me and my older brother for money, and my brother said he had already paid for me, although I was holding my money in my hand. So after he said  that, the terrorist took him away somewhere. His girlfriend and I were asking where they were taking him , but they wouldn't answer. Then one of the guys started hurting my wrist, he was kind of stabbing his nails into me. My brothers girlfriend was watching and she looked really freaked out, and then I could hear what was happening in her mind. She was pretty much going crazy with grief because she thought they had killed my brother and she thought she was going to see them kill me next, so she closed the front door and I heard her run upstairs. The terrorists were scared she was gonna call the police so they opened the door and chased after her. When I got up there, I saw everyone in the bathroom. And then I saw her and although I could only see from her eyes up, I knew she had killed herself. I could see blood coming out of her eye. And I knew it was because she was sad about my brother. So I freaked out and ran outside. And my brother was standing right there. He was fine and his girlfriend had killed herself. And then I woke up.

If anyone could tell me what these mean that would help me a lot. I REALLY hope they aren't like, omens or anything