In this dream I kill myself. I stand in my highschool?s atrium with a gun and a crowd of people is attracted. I shoot myself in the head but I do not die. I fall to the ground in tears and blood. My true friends come up to me and start crying and holding me. Many of them are blurred. However, 2 or 3 girls that I care for more than anyone in the world are clear and vivid and I tell them all my secrets and how much I love them. I apologize to everyone and say my final goodbyes and regrets, finally it becomes dark and I die in their arms after kissing them.
In another version I stab and cut myself and stumble into the atrium, but same basic story.