I dreamed I was at my boyfriends (well not boyfriend yet but going in that direction I think) house and about to leave at the bottom of his stairs two tarantulas were having sex then the tarantulas noticed me and chased me back to the stairs. Then all I wanted to do was be held by my boyfriend so he held me with his big bear hug and then I woke up.

(note we are both in our 50s and I am a recent widow. He was a friend of my husbands and we have only recently been dating. We have not had sex yet just really nice kisses and hugs.)

Dose it maybe mean I am wondering why we haven't had sex or just wanting to have sex with him. Or I maybe I just feel safe and protected by him.)

Any way any ideas?