me and my ex boyfriend had something for about 1year plus.but when i moved to Australia we try to end it..now that I'm back we message a few times and i still have feeling toward him but not as strong as before.i still have a bf back in Australia which he doesn't know about. recently i dreamt about him and me having the perfect sex ever after a long time away.in that dream we were kissing and touching,he didn't really wanna have sex but i insisted in having sex with him and it turn out to be really good. what does this mean?