I had a very peculiar dream that I am trying really hard to understand but I cannot.  I have asked around and I have some people tell me that it could be a deeper connection to my husband that I might be experiencing right now and I have others that just tell me that I am being told that the person, my husband, is the one I should be with but I cannot help but feel that it's more to it....

Let me start by saying that my husbands birth date is 2/22, and with that said here is my dream and everything else that has occurred since that first dream: 

I was on my way to my uncle's house, a road trip, when I remember paying close attention to exit 222, I remember telling my mom, who was in the car with me, "oh wow, look that's my baby's birthday".  Well I kept driving, all this time I am thinking that this trip is very relaxing, even though I had a car full of people and I apparently hadn't slept for days but I didn't feel tired at all.  I kept driving and I passed exit 222 again, and I had the same conversation with my mom.  I finally got to my uncle's house at 1:22 our time but it was 2:22 their time since it's an hour later there. I went to sleep because I was extremely tired, so tired that I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.  I went straight to my uncle's room and laid down on his bed, right on the edge of it too.  I closed my eyes and fell hard asleep, so hard that I was being woken up by my mother telling me that it was time to go.  I asked her if I could sleep a little longer because I had just closed my eyes.  She said no it was late and I had already slept over 2 hours.  I looked at the time and it was the same time as when I got there.  Hours passed and it was night time, I went to sleep again but this time I was in my cousins room and when I woke up to use the restroom with a lot of urgency, I may add, it was 2:22 in the morning. 

I finally woke up from my weird dream and the following has occurred since: I thought it was odd that I kept having my babe's birthday pop up everywhere, I thought well maybe because last year I forgot his birthday and well maybe I didn't want to do the same this year.  I cannot give him anything other than send him a card since he is away at basic training right now, but I already did that, so therefore I didn't forget his birthday, you know.  Well I was actually driving the other day and passed exit 222, first incident.  I was at work and was inputting an authorization number and the last numbers were 222.  I checked the time and it was literally 2:22, 2 days in a row.  I went to visit a patient of ours at the hospital and passed a plate with the numbers 222 on them.  I woke up last night at exactly 2:22 in the morning, wide awake.  Today I was requesting an authorization to be faxed and the fax number sequence had 222 on it. 

Am I just looking for the 222 everywhere and this is why I keep finding it, is it my guilt for forgetting his birthday last year.  Is it that I have been mad at him for the past couple of days that subconsciously I keep thinking of him. 

You know, I think you might be right.... On focusing on one part of my life and feeling as though I am neglecting an important part, my children.  Since my husband left for training, I had to take over paying bills and budgeting our income to make ends meet.  I have not taken the kids out and feel as if all I think about is money and how we are not making enough.  This could be where I am only focusing on bills and not on enjoying my children.  I don't even take them out like we used to and the funny thing is with what he is making now, and my recent raise, we make more than before.  I always have money in the account and dont feel as if we live paycheck to paycheck but I am scared that I won't have enough.  So I am being overly cautious.  Maybe I need to stop and enjoy....

thank you so much for your insight.