The dream always takes place in Florida (where we meet and married). My husband always cheats on me with the same girl and leaves me for her ( his ex before we meet). Then he informs me that he loves her and not me and that he will marry her and is extremely cruel with his words. We have two children and this all takes place usually in front of them. It is made known to all of our friends and family, where I receive little sympathy. I wake up over and over again during the dream and go right back to where it left off. I try throughout to get some reasoning from my husband and all I get is cruelty from him, usually publically. This dream is driving me crazy, I have had it for about a year at least and it is always the same layout and same people. Help me understand,please.

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 the same time, every day we are also a lot of people from close by,
 however, is so unfamiliar with each other,
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 often do not feel very helpless,
 nothing to do unfamiliar with, walk a straight line in their different,
 do not know each other, and who will be the next second, what kind of intersection,
 has been looking and waiting for the arrival of the intersection, \br> Many people wait until a lot of people have been waiting in the continuing,
 no joy in love. Do not hate the sadness,
 may need to wait, do not mind waiting, it all just only natural.
 lonely, like smoking, a chain;
 smoke, like to blow smoke rings, one by one.
 one after another smoke ring, the wind ;........
 took my frustrations, my worries, all these are taken away ......
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 sitting alone in the house there is no light. There was no sound,
 leans on the bed, lit a cigarette .. silently suck / /
 enjoying the quiet night, night dark, all night!
 dark .. just pleasant to the eye can not tell Old and /
 I know, only burnt my hand cigarette! Cutting tobacco
 throw ... ... ... ... ... ...
 ignited with such monotonous, I repeat the action! .....
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