I am 32 years old.  I was very close to my maternal grandfather who died quite suddenly of natural causes when I was away at college. Every since he died I have a recurring dream where he is back alive but I know he was dead and  he becomes sick and dies again or is about to die again but I wake up before.  In the dream I ask him alot about him dying but I cant recall the answers.  Thats really not the focal point of the dream.  The main part of the dream is him being alive again and then dying.  The one I had last night was he had a slow rowing cancer.  I have many dreams of being with him but the one where he is dying again is recurring sice he died in 19996.  I always wake up in tears or upset.  Can someone please give me some help? Plz help?