Ignored - may reflect your feeling of being ignored by people in your daily life. It could also suggest that you have a low feeling of self-worth, or low self esteem.

Shower - May symbolize refreshment, new joy in life, personal growth. Also getting rid of old ideas, attitudes, emotions.
Showering in clear, fresh water, denotes spiritual or physical renewal or the need to wash a burden out of your life. It is also symbolic of forgiveness.
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Do you feel as though you need forgiveness from him for something you've said or done?

I hope I've given you some insight. Best of luck!