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Im Steph I have a wonderful fiance and a baby boy
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« on: May 15, 2008, 11:27:40 AM » |
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ok a lil info about me,im engaged to the man i love and have been with for almost 3 years,and we have a lil son of 4 months old.My mother has been sick all her life and has had MANY surgeries.She's due to go the a hospital 8 hours away for a week for testing to make sure her cancer hasn't came back,but I've not been that upset about it because I know it'll be ok,even though her health has been declining.She stays in pain constantly.And also on a sidnote I read that Bloodstones are healing stones,they promote health long life ect. (This will make sense after you read my dream);Now to me dream.This may be long and graphic,I must warn you,I can't get it out of my head,I woke up crying and it took me the better half of an hour to get over it:
As soon as the dream started me and my fiance are in a room in a house that isn't our own.part of the walls are missing and i can see the dark night sky.For some reason i look behind me and see a little girl with hair so blonde its almost white,her dress is white with blood stains,as are her mary-jane type shoes.She stares at me blankly with her eyes missing.Then runs to another room.Me and my fiance Jonathan follow her.
The next room not as run down as the other,theres no windows,and I know we're trapped in this god-awful place.He points to a door and tells me to see if theres a phone to call fo rhelp.I go in it,theres one door on each side of the room (one is the one i came in from) theres a lavish bed in the center and a phone on the wall I go to pick it up and both doors slam shut,I try to scream for Jonathan and nothing comes out.
I run out of the room to him.We're both crying.He tells me we have to look for a way out.In the next room,still no windows.It's a kitchen but there's a couch in it.My mom is lying on the couch looking close to death.I look down and a butcher knife and two of my sons baby spoons are in my hands.On my moms right arm is a white spot.Like filled with puss.She glares up at me with solid red eyes.I stab the white spot on her arm with a safety pin,and i start crying harder.
For some reason it felt like evil was draining out of her.She tells me that "it" has her.When she opens her mouth this time,its not her voice,an evil,un human like voice starts telling me to kill her.When she opens her mouth she has five blood stones aligned in a circle on her tounge.I stab her,with spoons and all,aiming for her skull.Then she starts crying in her own voice,amist all of this Jonathan just stands there with a sad look on his face.
I look at the gash i made on her chest,thankfully missing her head.I say and I remember this part vividly,as i touch the woud i say "it's not bad is it? Mom please don't go" the bloodstones still on her tounge,in her voice with tears rolling down her cheeks she tells me to kill her again because when "it" takes control,It will try to kill us.
Jonathan suddenly pulls me to the side and tells me,with tears running down his cheecks that I have to do it,That we have to get out of here and "Save my grandmother who's in memphis" (That's where my mom ha sto go for her testing). I walk over to her and shes still on the couch,the white spot on her arm getting bigger.She tells me in her own voice she loves me and then the demon voice takes over.For some reason I tell Jonathan to look that she has bloodstones in her mouth,still.I scream out crying as I raise the knife and spoons up..I wake up screaming. .Please tell me what this could mean.I love my mother to death an dthis scares me alot.
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