Hi everyone .. Just had this dream last night .. (Im engaged by the way and never touched cocaine lol)

Sorry its a bit long Ive not long woken up!

I was swimming in a river the current was fast but it was a race. I came 3rd needless to say lol, went to get out at the bank but it was really muddy and slippy and then my old best friend helped me out. She told me about a party that some of our old school friends were having so I went.
It was by a main road thats near where I live - outside this girls house. There was this really geeky lad from our school there telling everyone about how his mum and dad put cocaine on their steak before they go out .. So he put some in my sons bottle I took it ff him and took it to the bathroom to tip it away and took some myself. There was this lad there who ive been speaking to recently - we used to go out when we were like 14-15 and got chatting again. He came upstairs and picked me up like some romantic film lol and we went into the girls bedroom .. I can remember seeing a dog in the other bedroom but then remember the bed being really comfy but the long and short of it is we had sex and I told him I wanted to be with him not my fiance   
Next thing I know im downstairs sat on the sofa and my best friends there so I tell her all about it and how I feel .. Then go take MORE coke in the bathroom .. Then everyone goes to watch cricket lol Really random ending but hey!

I also dreamt the night before, that he came round to my house and remember thinking how much we wanted each other but couldnt, other than that I dont remember that dream.


Eeee help! .. I wouldnt cheat on my fiance or anything but now I cant get this lad out of my head! xx

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