What has happened recently in your waking life. Any dramitic changes, tradigies, or positive outcomes. What does your dream tell you ? Just curious  peace and lvoe - Dena

I don't think I am like others either. I don't believe I am like others either.You are not alone. Do you believe in reincarnation?
either way... have you ever met a movie star or rock star? have you ever met a politician? what about someone like Gandhi or a just a monk. I thnik that no matter what their circumstance they would still be that person. Like the child who was born - I think it may have been India  - they determned she is a living goddess - The children next door are just ordinary children, even her siblings...........now can you imagine people in the space program stocking shelves??? not really - then you have maybe one in a million children who were severly abuse come out of their situation strong enough to write about it, and inform the world what it's like and how to recognize.....we are all co-creators, we are all part of the same force/source of life, but we are not all the same. You are probably surround by people who are a different breed...does that make any sense at all. I find the TRUTH TRUTH - impossible to explain

How old are you, or what age group are you in? what is your blood line, ancestry????You can try little excercises....there are ESP tests you can take...meditation, visualization...the best way to go would be to try to communicate with angels. There are a lot of different angel books. I would try different authors. Right now every time I go to the book store all the angel books are writen by the same author. The book Archangels and Asended Master by Doreen Virtue is good. I don't necessarily agree with every detail, but that is just my opinion. If you have to go online. I would avoid Wicca right now untill you get your head straight ...this is the best way I explain why

There is a circle of life (Not like in Lion King) ....Everyone has a purpose...so lets say you were meant to be a doctor, but because of outside circumstance you were driven to study law....somehow you just can't get past the bar test - that is because you were meant to be a doctor....If you use wicca spells to get you past your bar, you will be miserable and empty...you might get past the bar with wicca magic, but at a great cost......If on the other hand you use angel magic - angels will not take you outside of your circle of possiblities/life....you won't get past the bar test but will be much much better off that way
Wicca magic can take you outside of your circle but with consequences...karma...especially if you use it on another person such as in love....It is ok to do a spell to bring love to you, but if you put the spell on a specifc erson you are stealing their free will and will have some major major major karma problems for you.....first you will be denying yourself of your true love - you will steal that person from their true love and that person true love will also be left out - so on and so fourth...thats a lot of bad karma

You are still very young. Just go to the book stroe when you can and buy - if you can - what ever book you feel like you have to keep picking up.
What country do you live in

and don't let people tell you - you are evil... it's a choice, yes some get possesed, but that is much more obvious
evil - I SAY - is LIVE spelled backwards - anything that gets in the way of you true path will be evil to you....alcohol - gambling - sex.....whatever becomes more important to you then your true path....
gambling can be fun, drinking can be enjoyable, just don't let it overtake your life

Just know you are not alone

well...the message is from a guide of sorts - guardian angel, spirit guide....you are young. to start don't think of all the unknown as evil...take it one day at a time...England has many avenues for the ocult. you have to follow your instink and listen to your guide, unless of course it tells you to do dangerous thing - then seek help, but I really really don't see that in your case...miracles happen, but you have to expect them. Also don't be surprised when they do happen or it will stop. It is believed in some circle that if a loved one appears to you after they pass away and it frightens you, they will not return. You have plenty of time to figure yourself out. Go to the library if you can afford to buy books or maybe second hand books. there are dozens of different types of paranormal books. I'm guess your ancestry isn't English, but european...that is close enough. I just wanted to know if you were of asian decent or native american or european, just a general guide....let me guess...you like hard rock

keep rockin, it helps to release some frustration and energy