There is a great deal of sadness about my life, after my marriage & raising my children & giving so much of myself to them & others, it seems my dreams have been put on the back burner. Of course my dreams included my husband & children, and so much that I have, but it does not give to me all the hopes, dreams & desires I had growing up, what I was going to become. I had forgotten all that I wanted out of life as I'm sure many mothers & wives do when they are dedicated to their family, but one day in complete sadness I remembered all my dreams, but as we know things change & quite frankly I don't know what I want out of my life. I have been in complete contemplation over it for a while almost to the point of despair. Most would think from the outside appearance that my life is grand, not many know what is inside. I have the greatest fear & sadness of not being able to accomplish what I was set out to do, or for better words, my life purpose. Mainly it is a matter of money, but I do have much faith that things will work out as planned. God, I hope I'm right!

I wanted to thank all of you that have responded to my dreams, it is with much appreciation.
Pennysense