I have had alot of dreams about my heros, the ones that saved my life threw music.

I can't remember very much of this one but here goes.
I am in class, and I jump threw a curtian to see the supporting band, there is people telling me to get back to class, telling me I need to go back.
I don't.
i go out side where my heros (my chemical romance) are playing, they play a few songs, and then my friend whos there (who isnt a fan but is there for me) says to mikey "look theirs frank" he says in a jokey voice "I'm mikey you idiot" (I think this could represent the new fans, who don't really care about the music). The lead singer (who was an alcoholic) asks me to sing with him I sing with him, but hes been drinking, I ask him if he has been drinking, he says yes, I smile, but I'm really disappointed, then they go away, and I'm like "where have they gone?" a man outside a restaurant is pointing down the street, so we run, then someone/or me I cant remember gets a "letter saying congratulations you have cancer" then they play the song cancer.

Other dreams are when I meet the rhythm guitarist he gives me a hug, I actually wake up, from getting butterfly's (I aint a silly little girl who loves the band for their looks, Ive loved them since 2004).

Another dreams I am aloud to meet anyone, but I always go for the rhythm, not the lead singer, and my reason in my dream, is because I am scared that he isnt the guy I thought he was, and my hero basically the main thing that saved my life is a lie...

I have also had a dream of meeting the bassist in HMV, I can't remember much about it though..


what do you guys think these dreams mean?
thanks.
Leah

No, ive seen them every time they have came to Scotland, they haven't got any shows in Europe at the moment.

I just feel that they the dreams are trying to tell me something, but I can't work it out.

What do you think about the fact I  never ask to see Gerard?

thanks for the help :]