ok here's the continuation, i'll put it here because it is still part of the first day (actually its night) of this cosmic dream:
i was quite a little vague on the details on the 'upgrading' of our spirits. lets put numbers in it. but please don't quantify it as is, because it's just a guide.
let's say that our (humans) spirit is in levels between 4 to 6, which means that is the only spirit levels that the human body can hold. and the "guardian's" spirit is in level 12 (just a comparison). the higher the spirit, the more capabilities you have. the "maximum" capability of a human body is being a psychic (L6). beyond that the body will die. so, as when we die, the guardian 'retrieves' the spirit and send it to the ... i don't know exactly what it is but i'll call it the 'council'. the council is a place where spirits are analyzed and judged. it looks like a white nebula... i can't explain it, but it looks like this
*i got this image from a science website, edited it to look similar to what i've dreamt.the council judges if we upgrade and go to a more advanced body or stay the same and return to earth... and so on and so forth to the rest of the spirits regardless of level. so, after the judgment, those small comet-like things are the spirits leaving the council going towards to its destination. in the picture it looks big, but actually it's just like a line. sometimes those spirits get 'lost' in their way, let's say back to earth. that would explain why there are super-intelligent autistic people here. the body can barely hold the 'advanced' spirit, it is meant for other species. (ever wonder why they all look the same?

) on the other hand, those kind people have tremendous 'luck' energy. if you take good care of them, you'll have all the things that you ever wanted.
about the 'guardian'... as i said he's in his ship watching every one of us. he retrieves spirit that the body dies. his time different than ours, let's just say a second of our time is equivalent to a year of his time. that is how he sees everything. is ship moves incredibly fast, orbiting around our planet that we can't see him even with our highly advanced high speed camera. another thing he told me was, he is not the only guardian in our home world, there's another. let me put it this way, if he is good, the other is bad. (do you think it has something to do with our cosmic rings?) well, not actually as bad as we think it is, they are keeping it balanced. now, how he retrieves the spirits... when a person dies, the spirit automatically leaves the body, then by just pinpointing it, it somewhat finds it way to the council. but he just can't retrieve any spirit hanging around there, he has to make sure. because of the 'bad' spirit created by the other guardian. now i asked how about people dying in an accident? he forcibly retrieves the spirit just as the accident is about to occur. in that way, he must make sure that the person does not make it alive after the accident. thus keeping the spirit intact. because if he is a millisecond late, the spirit will 'shatter' with the body. but if he retrieves the spirit but the body survived, well, that explains how commas happen, it is still up to the person (who owns the body) if he still wishes to come back or not. for the shattered spirits, they became something like orbs floating around, they became 'ghosts', they are like electrically charged particles floating around with a mind of its own. those orbs are found mostly in places where there are no electricity or technology, like forests, mountains, because electricity somewhat 'kills' it. another way of 'killing' the orb is candle light. the energy or the orb dissipates in fire. but there is still a way to retrieve the shattered orb, but its too complex to explain.
i asked him, why is he telling me this? his answer was, i'm one of the many people he talked to, (people in L6 assumingly) because he is interested why i can handle the L6 while others can't. (maybe Jayrae is L6 too!

) the higher your level is, the more capabilities or talents that you have, since the guardian is in a higher level, his body can withstand tremendous forces, that's why he can travel in and out of time and space. for a human? i don't think so. some high levels have more special talents. like us, some of us have telekinetic powers, where one can move an object by merely thinking of it. imagine, for a higher spirit level, they can alter, move or change even the minute molecular structure of an object by merely thinking of it. (turning water into wine? hmm...

) (amazing, isn't it?)
anyway, he called me because he needed someone (like me) in an assignment. (that will be on the next part) because not all people can handle the truth behind the truth. (that is how i got the phrase
"is the truth you know really the truth? or is it just what others want you to believe in?" so i got along with him. those people who he talked to and does not accepts what he says, he wipes their memory and seek someone else, (eventually there were four of us in the end).
and then the adventure begins... that's how i met my daughter.