It is nearing the end of 2008 and things have went by so fast. So I was approached with the idea at my job to make some short term realistic goals. So Today I have revised my goals for the  end of this year. I will 1. stop smoking and drinking 2. lose some weight 3. get me a car. I have already spoken these things in existence and I am writing them down on this site and as well in my personal journal. Before I came to this realization I had went through a journey, and when I look back it is so far from where I am now. My attitude has change so much about things and my perspective has changed so much too. I have embraced so much and along the way stopped with the negative and embraced the positive. Now don't get me wrong, sometimes I do get stooped, but I just remember the positive things and also remember that nothing just happens.

Some might say yes it does, but you have to admit for better or worse it things happen in our life, we are  exposed to things to make us understand. To bring us to the right people that will make a impact. To even align us with our destiny. I believe in one source and i know its nothing but love, even in the toughest situations  ( weather it be a loved one dying, or a breakup unseen or even a family torn. Believe that all things are purposed and it is only to allow us to gain a better perspective and live our lives to fullest. Who said you are supposed to be filled with misery, bitterness, angry, Doubt, Envy, Jealousy, and any other form of negative.  Even at our worst moments we should always fight for a new day, and I am. Right I am so filled.

Please feel free to post anything to add to this, I encourage.  I might be far and even in a whole nother state, but you have a friend here. From me I will always have encouragement and be humble, I will never have bad thoughts or ill word toward you. This is my goals and the reason behind the madness...I might be broke and don't have much, but I do have my health ( for now) good people around me, a place to lay my head, and reassurance that this is for the better. I will keep you posted . peace love and blessing Dena