Hi! This is my first post here, apart from that short intro a few minutes ago

I've been having a lot of dreams about death/dying (i hope i wrote that right

) in the past months.
They all feel somewhat related to me, even if I can't totally find out how (apart from all of them
revolving around death

).
Here's the ones that stood out the most to me:
1- I'm in my room in my old house, playing guitar as it's what i usually do when i'm in there. Suddenly
I feel a growing discomfort, some resentment/fear sets in. Then a nerdy looking guy walks in, i don't
know him, and wonder how he entered my house. He smiles at me, and says: You have to go now, we
need you on the other side, you can keep your dog, but he's going to age instantly to his day of death.
Don't worry though, time is irrelevant, your family is going to keep the young Shrek with them. Now eat
this cup of noodles and wait. The guy then walks upstairs.
I follow, reading the cup's label, it's in a foreign, asian-looking language, can't make out the ingredients,
but i still decide to eat it. The guy then turns around, revealing he is an angel, tells me not to be scared,
heavens have many many levels, it's like another life. As an example, he jokingly points to his wedding ring
and says: hey! i got married on lvl 28! He then adds: you will have to catch all whatever you want to keep,
get ready, your father's coming to help you for the trip, but he can't make it past the gate.
I then find myself on a a giant gray cloud, in the middle of the void with my now old dog and my dad. Lots of
pretty memories, words, music smells, objects, etc are floating around. The cloud starts moving, I jump
around everywhere trying to grab everything. My fathers stands back and picks things slowly, trying to keep
what's best. The cloud reaches a big iron gate, i turn around, my dad's crying. I wake up.
2- My father has an injection to give me. He' somehow powerless, he doesn't want to force it on me, but some
higher will or order i'm not sure is "forcing" him. He tells me it's risky. I nod, and he proceeds. I go to sit on
a magnificent veranda, i see tons of trees, leaves, the sun shining brightly through, it's beautiful. Even though
I have no idea where i am, I feel at home.
Then i start literally feeling my cells tingle a bit, then die one after another at a medrately slow pace. It
doesn't hurt, it just feels weird. I fall asleep. Upon waking up, I stand up instantly, and find myself in some
kind of etheral form, legs through the table that was in front of me. I float through walls and see my father
and sister, they can see me, they can hear me, we hug, we cry a lot. I start feeling regret, i start thinking
of a gorgeous woman (i have no idea who that was) I wished I had said goodbyes too. I wake up.
3- Recently, i've had a few dreams that all looked alike. I was fighting against all odds against humans, beasts,
etc, using guns (that always somehow seemed to fail me and jam, so i always end up throwing it away in
anger) , sharp edged weapons from swords to scissors, even some kind of mind power (I wouldn't know how
to explain that one, but for Star Wars fans, it pretty much looked like the offensive aspect of the force

).
Of course, all the odds are agaisnt me, always alone against an infinite army, or in some kind of brutal
deathmatch, or a solo military mission. So I die a lot. Everything hurts, a LOT, but not the final blows, when
actually die, everything goes black, then blurry, then i'm alive again, getting a new chance at the same thing
or just reappearing to continue as if it was normal.
Just last night, i got my back filled with pistol bullets, and fell to the ground. The shooter thought i was
dead, so used a spot near me as cover while we was recharging his gun. But i wasn't dead, everything was
black, and i could see a series of lights, like at the drag races. But they were stuck on yellow. So i turn my
head and say: Mind giving me another one? The shooter jumps in surprise, and shoots me again. As i'm saying
thank you, i wake up.
Wohoo! That was an awful lot of typing. I can't wait to hear you guys' opinion on this