This dream kept me awake for hours last night, I really hope that some one will be able to help me.

 The dream.

 I was in the dream along with 2 / 3 other people none that I know. These people seemed to be in the medical profession. There was a decaying dead body, that jsut seemed to be lying around, and every where I turned the decaying dead body was there. I seemed to be really upset and disturbed that the body was just being allowed to decay, and there didn't seem to be anyone who cared about it and wanting to do the right thing about it. I thought that it was also inappropriate to have a dead decaying body around and thought that we would all be in some kind of trouble for not putting it where it belonged, I kept trying to tell people that some one should take responsibilty for it, but none of the others wanted to know about it. My body felt heavy with sadness and I thought if no one would take responsibility for it, then it was left to me to show proper respect and find another place place for the decaying bod  The decaying body really distressed me.

 Yes it does throw light on to something.

I've been going through alot of emotional upheavel and pain concerned with a friend, since the middle of last year, after living with my friend for 2 yrs and helping her through a difficult time with post natal depression, I moved out of their house in October, but since have had a lot of feeling of been abandon by my friend and her family, having given up mine and my daughters lives to help for 2 yrs and when my friend is feeling well enogh to carry on with normal family life, I feel left out in the cold, and in a position where I have to restart my life and making new friends, but as soon as she needs anything doing, I feel powerless to say no to her. I have given her masses of emotional support over the last couple of years, and when I feel that I need some support, there's none in the offing so to speak. She has her limitations.
 
Thanks for your insight

Soo

Thank you for your kind words.