Last night, before going to bed, I read the following on a website I've been into lately:

I'm not really sure what i think about numerology, and I'm not sure I agree with the above statements.  But I believe that reading this affected my dream last night:
 I had a dream in which I was trying to buy a car, but my credit score was only 63!!  Obviously way too low.  So I left the dealership, and went into a large dark building to meet my husband and some other people.  I asked hubby to join a group of robbers and rob a bank, so we could buy a car. 
While I was waiting for him, I was in an empty room on an upper floor, and my married friends N. and A. visited me and gave me a CD to listen to.  This CD had beautiful choir music on it, but it did not play unless I sang along.  I remember feeling that this music being made was the only truly beautiful music in the world, and that if I did something to mess it up, it would be a true tragedy. 
Hubby was in the process of robbing the bank when I went back to the dealership and told them that I could pay cash for the car as soon as my husband arrived.  I knew he would be here any minute.

Some context: 
I relate to N. & A. in the sense that I am a composer and singer like N., and a strong-willed and domestic woman like A.  However, I've always sensed deep inside that A. doesn't like me.  Them coming to visit and giving me some music... I'm not sure of the significance of that.  Maybe it means that the duality I've felt in myself for a long time is finally starting to come together and make something beautiful out of my life. (If that's the case, I don't feel it!)  The music depends on me, though, which means that I have to make a choice to create beauty, otherwise there is just emptiness.

As far as the credit score numbers, I wonder if the dream was saying that my "credit," or my virtue, is that I think at a  human level (6) who likes to spread truth and goodness (3) (as opposed to division, which would be 2).  (If using the reasoning from the paragraph I read right before bedtime.)  But my "credit" is apparently not enough to get me to a mode of life that I am aspiring to. 

I don't understand the part about robbing the bank.  Does that mean that I'm trying to take shortcuts in life?  That doesn't seem to ring true to me... Maybe it means that I'm hoping my husband will have the answers to my problems and bring me to a better place, as unlikely as that is looking right now!

Any other ideas?

Yes, that helps!
I can never make numerology fit satisfactorily with my dreams, so I tend to overlook the numbers in my dreams.  My subconscious can figure that part out on its own without my mind, I suppose!

I never thought about the bank being a part of my own self, but that totally makes sense with my situation.  I really do feel that all my resources and energy are being taken from me.  And it is something that I told my husband he could do, for a limited time until he finishes his PhD.  But waiting for that to happen... sigh...

Due to being exhausted, frustrated, and bitter, I can't say I'm excited about trying to take a more active role!  What I really want to do is run away from it all and never look back!

It's funny you should mention that the light was too bright.  I wouldn't have thought to write that down, but as I remember the dream, there were, indeed, parts where everything was somewhat "washed out," like when a photo is over-exposed.  So that means that I see everything clearly but don't want to face it?  That would be pretty accurate too. 

I am trying to decide what, exactly, the dream is telling me that I can apply to my life, since I don't know anything else to do that I haven't already done.  You have given me more keys to figuring this out. Thank you, Kidlike.