me and my ex broke up over a year ago but because we're on the same course i have to talk to him. he crushed my heart but for some strange reason i keep having dreams about him.

the first one was we were in my kitchen back home in my grans house and he tried to kiss me but i back off reminding him that it was his decision, i turn my back and he comes over to me and holds me really tight to him.

the second was when we started living together (only because i had signed the contract before we split up). i was chasing a little kitten and i happen to walk in on him and our gay mate. i run out, then i find the kitten and he walks out of the room. i ask him if he's gay now and he replies 'no, just giving him what he wants.'

the next one involes this girl at uni that likes to use guys. i'm in the theatre with both of them. i hear a bang and i see them on the floor having sex in front of the whole class.

this last one i had last night. i had a baby and people were telling me that i wasn't a good mother. i star crying and he puts his hand on my back. i run away from him to my room, still crying and he comes in comforting me. he then starts kissing me, i kiss him back but then try to stop it. he continues and we nearly have sex but i stop it again saying 'thats how i got pregant the first time'. i'm still in the same room sleeping and i hear hushed voices, i look over and it's him and his ex having an arguement. i hear her say 'u nearly shagged her'. the next thing i know, he's in the bed and i'm in my nighty looking after a baby.

i would like to know what these dreams mean. i can usually tell what they mean bbut these are way to freaky for me to understand. and if possible, is there a way for me to stop having them?

thank you so much
Sakura