21yr old Female

First- I dreamed  I was dead, a ghost. I was tapping on my dad's laptop trying to communicate with him and he couldn't hear me. So i went to an ex boyfriend [a boy i dated VERY breifly right after high school and haven't seen in years] and screamed at him to contact my father. he heard me and went to my dad's apartment. i cried and told him i didn't want to be dead. i never had a chance to have children or tell me fiance goodbye, i didn't even get to hug my dad one last time. suddenly my dad turns to me and hugs me, even though he's hugging air, i feel it.
 
I woke up in a cold sweat and fell right back to sleep.

Less than a year ago, my best friend [also an ex boyfriend] was killed. his funeral was too much for me to handle. i dreamed i was at his funeral. out of everyone in the room, i was the only one crying. the other girls were all angry because he'd been dating all of them at the same time. i laughed at them and they all got mad at me. i smiled when i walked over to his casket. it wasn't him, but it was HIS funeral. the pastor said so, the girls said so, everything had his name on it. but the boy in the casket was someone i've never even met. i grabbed his hand and walked outside. then i was under a tree and it was raining and i was watching memories with him play on the wall of the church.

i woke from that dream crying and still in a cold sweat, i was extremely sad but not scared.